I am a crack addict and have been in and out of jail since 1984. I just can't seem to stay with Jesus. It's funny how I can get on my knees to look for a crumb of crack, but I can't get on my knees to pray… somehow I keep missing the mark.

The other night I was changing channels on the TV when I just happened to see you. You spoke a word that hit home with me. That night I came to this web site and was almost finished with this form and my computer crashed. I got mad and said 'forget this.' Last night I went to the strip club and I could not enjoy myself because of the word that was inside of me. I know God's love. He set me free from the things I have gone back to. A few years back I told my Pastor that I wished I had never gotten saved because I walked away from the church and God. I have had fun over the years, but I am a walking dead man. I am ready to come home.

I was raised a Christian but now I am a Muslim. I'm an alcoholic and just recently got out of prison.

I heard Steve at the Brownsville Revival I was called to serve God. The journey began and the war along with it. I fell into personal apostasy and turned away from God. Now, years later, the Lord is bringing me back. He's given me a second chance in life. I had a near death trauma. I now understand His mercy and how important our relationship is to our Lord.