I feel really lost from God and Jesus…it all started when I did ecstasy. Ever since my thoughts have not been clear like they're supposed to.

I was not sure if I was saved. I listened to you last night on TV and guess what? I asked Jesus to be my Savior and Lord!

I've been addicted to drugs and incarcerated since 14. I am now 37.

I am 45 years old. Married to the most beautiful woman in the world with 3 wonderful sons. I have used drugs since I was 13. Hard drugs since I was 17. I have been in and out of rehab several times, with my longest clean time being 4 1/2 years. It was the best 4 years of my life. I so want God back in my life. I hate my life and myself right now, but I just can't seem to get past the initial hump of getting clean. Pease pray for me.

I haven't ever been close to the Lord. I know He's there. I do pray and have faith that He does exist. It's just that….I have been having problems with addictions. I've been going to AA and praying regularly, but I feel like I need more…