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I am a prodigal returned. God bless your ministry

I grew up in church. But never knew my lust for women would lead me away from Christ so easy/far. I hit rock bottom 2 years ago when my 4th wife left me for another guy. The only way out was up (Christ). He pull me out of the mud of life. My story is a lot longer but suffice it to say, now I'm right with God and I'm even serving as an usher in my church! God is using me and growing me up every day!!

Thank you so much for helping me with my pornography addiction. The Lord is definitely into my life again.

Growing up without a father in my life was very hard for me as a young boy. Back then divorce was not very popular and I was from one of the only divorced families in my small town. I had to be the tough guy in school and of course I was that kid your parents didn't want you running with. I started buying my cigs., drinking my booz, and smoking my dope when I was 10 years old. I'm going to allow the rest of my life at least the last 31 years (I'm 41)speak for itself it's miserable self. All I can say is Thank God for His Grace and Mercy for accepting me back!!! Has it been easy? Not hardly; Do I still have problems? You better know it; would I change it if I could? NO THANK YOU!!! I am right where God wants me to be, I am enduring hardships however, I love where I'm at because I know that God needs me to be here to mature me into the man that He intended for me to be to start out with. People I can promise you one thing, If I can be changed ANYBODY can be changed. Thank You my great Lord and Savior. My prayer is that everyone of you will truly give your life to Jesus NO GAMES for He and He alone will make you love all the things you used to hate, and hate all the things you used to love!!!

I was once saved when I was in high school, but somewhere down the line I have fallen apart. It seems like everytime I try to come back I fall again. I've always had fear of death, but now it's stronger on me and I find myself questioning if there really is a God and everlasting life and it frightens me. Now I know it has to be a God because I did know him and I went through a terrible sickness and I know that he was the only one who brought me through. But now I am having all these thoughts and I talked with some people and I am constantly saying tha tGod has not given us the spirit of fear but of power. I know God does have a great work for me and I don't want to let him down. I desire for your prayers because the devil is at me full force. I don't want to be lost. I want to be close to him so that I can teach my children as well. Please pray for me.