for prodigals only

I was in church for years. I even served as an usher. I let alcohol and prescriptions drugs slowly take away everything. My wife, 3 daughters, my house and several good jobs. I thought I hit bottom many times, but found out there is no bottom. When I gave my life to God as a young boy I never imagined I would ever end up divorced, unemployed, and not even able to help my wife and daughters financially. The guilt of what I did to my beautiful daughters is killing me. I do not know how to forgive myself. I need to get back into life somehow. Thanks for letting me get this off my chest.

I was raised in church from the time I was born. When I got older, I left church and started using & dealing drugs. Eventually I was shooting up 90% pure coke. Eventually I lost my job, home, cars, everything!!!! I've lived in a fog for the past 5 yrs. I tried to kill myself 4 times. My wife and I have recently determined to our lives around. Both of us have repented, but our hearts are very raw. We've been hacking some of our giants to pieces before the Lord!!! Please keep us in your prayers

I feel really lost from God and Jesus…it all started when I did ecstasy. Ever since my thoughts have not been clear like they're supposed to.

I was not sure if I was saved. I listened to you last night on TV and guess what? I asked Jesus to be my Savior and Lord!

I've been addicted to drugs and incarcerated since 14. I am now 37.