for prodigals only

I've been very far away from God and this evening I found Him again. As I read your letter to prodigals, I thought, "he is speaking about me." I read the story and my heart is now so very happy. I lost God, but He didn't lose me.

I used to be in the will of God. Now I'm back out in the world. My life has not been the same. I miss God so much. I fear of going to hell everyday. Please pray for my soul. I say this with tears. I feel I can't get back.

Yes, I am a prodigal son. I knew the Lord yet decided to go my own way. I cried as I prayed with you and asked the Lord to receive me again. Right then, I could tell that He ran to me, fell upon my neck and said "Welcome home, son." Now I am on my way to living for God. Now I have God in my heart. Thank you, sir.

The boy is young and believes in God. That boy grows up and stops believing in God. The boy becomes a man and goes back to God. Now that man is lost again.

I cussed out Jesus over my addictions 2 1/2 years ago.