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The illness of my children and a failed marriage made me feel like a failure. I thought that it was impossible to follow the Lord any longer. I got into immoral relationships trying to find 'true love.' One day when I was hurting from a break up with a man I loved the Lord Jesus spoke to me. He said I never left you - you left me. I am still here for you. I sought the one who truly loves me, Jesus Christ, and have stopped looking back. I now serve the Lord again and feel the peace that passes all understanding and true love!

I am 30 years old and I am a believer. While over at my parents house using their computer, I was watching Steve Hill's prodigal website. I felt Holy Spirit moving. There's a man named George who is staying with my parents for a while in transition. In the last segment of the prodigal story he came into the room,then he walked out and sat down in the other room,he then came back in and said "what does repentance mean?"and I responded, "it means to change your direction." I then asked him if he wanted to ask Jesus into his heart and he responded "yes". So I asked my mother to come into the room and we all prayed together and he received Christ!

What happened to her? Where did she go?
The one with the laugh and never a foe.
She'd light up the room with only a smile
Lending a hand or an ear all the while.

Somewhere along the journey of life
Her heart was consumed by darkness and strife.
When did it change? How can she know?
She faded too slowly to see it go.

Confused by the hurt and turmoil of late
She wonders if this is really her fate.
There's only one answer for the state that she's in
But she can't see it clearly through the veil of sin.

What's that?!? A light is piercing right through.
It started out small and she watched as it grew.
With ripping and tearing is the veil torn away
Instantly turning her night into day.

And now with the warmth of the Light on her face
She's enveloped by Mercy, Forgiveness and Grace.
"Where have you been?", to her Lord she cried out.
"You were gone for so long, I started to doubt."

"My daughter," He said, "I've always been here.
You just couldn't see me because of your fear."
"Oh Jesus, forgive me, for running away!
I promise to never again go astray.
I know in my heart my life is made new
As long as my eyes remain always on You."

God has moved me to come back to Him. I have relapsed on drugs and spent all the creditability I gained in sobriety and walking with the LORD. I have come back to Jesus and repented of my sin. I put every piece of paraphernalia, prescription, cigarette, and R rated movie in a bag and I am going to burn it. There is no time like right now. Thank you Steve for this website. God has used it to help me come back to Him. God Bless.

I am struggling and I am mad at GOD